People well someone throw me a bone here I want to change this place but still keep the Sanctuary theme(it means a lot to me) so If anyone know of any anime or things that perhaps have various angel or goddess qualities send me an e-mail because Rhapsody is still cute but I need something fresh and with the end of the school yeah upon us I think it's time for change. I don't care it they are dark, happy, or whatever just give me Ideas or I'll be fores to go with a Good Charlotte layout and that is not what you people want I'm more than sure. So anyone can put in there two-bits.
Well right now I'm printing out somethings for 3rd block and I still need to rewrite my term paper and print it and well my bro has this school thing and as much as I hate such functions I go because well in the abscence of a father I kind of take that role you know the person other than Mom that's there. Enough excuses for now.
How was today spent you may ask, well let's ponder the bus ride was fun as always, the classes sucked,NO WAIT we had an assembly! Good God whoever planned that one was an idiot we were so raowdy it was great.
The Russian and I had another encounter very amusing. Let me give some exposition. Well The Russian is a tall boy about 6'1'' or 6'2'' tan skin not very though very close to my own carmel skin tone and also dark hair. Not built rather scrawny and akward but the potential is there. The whole of ther persona got my attention (because I have an simplistic attraction to men in the height range of 5'10'' to about 6'3'' me being 5'8'' I like taller guys) but it's more the expression that he always has on his face that catches my attention.Not a thought of thoughtless zombie like inward thinking like the rest of the populous (including myself) so bored with life's mundane routines that they perform them automatically, but more outward to the world. As if in a scattered paranoia kind of way like taking in everything around him before becoming calm or at least appearing so in his enviroment (very much like Heero Yuy actually). I like that it gives him a certain mystery about him...but then again I view life with Romantic Eyes where everything has hidden meaning a depth...I'm a hopeless romantic someone save me from myself.
My first encounters where you know those ones in the hallway the oh he's nice looking kind. Then I was called to the counseler's office one afternoon over my schedual for next year and he was there. Well there was no where to sit so I proped in the doorway practically right in front of him. We caught each other staring more than once, but we both had faces of indifference. Then the next day I was sitting in class half asleep and he walked by the door and looked at me (a look of recognicion) I thought little if anything of it. Then on his way back he stared in again this was...I don't know a different look. Then Today at the Assembly Of Agst I had situated myself with friends and there was an epmty seat at the end of the row. Well I looked up and saw him kind of scan the room I assume looking for a friend with this distressed look on his face. Then he locked eyes with mine and kind of looked at the seat at the end of the row and I nodded and he sat. We continued to stare and then he looked foward as if focusing on what was happening on stage. Then later same day I almost tripped over him at his locker. (How does such a tall boy get a bottom locker?) As he opened his locker I noticed two things 1)either he had a really bad memory or his locker jammed horribly or it was one of few times he'd used his locker because he was fighting to open it. 2) either he's the neatest man ever or he never uses the thing because it was completely empty inside.
Perhaps Lady Fate is tired of me living in such a lonely state and has thrown this not fully developed creature in front of me because she knows I see the maybes and not the what ares. Then Kawaii started bothering me about it. She said she's never seen me interested in anyone and it was strange. I asked her what she menat and she said she couldn't explain it she said that it took a lot to get my attention and thus it was interesting. I mean there's just a few scatter brained encounters nothing major I mean I'm not interested he's just got my attention in a wondering sort of way. Like is this guy as deep as I perseve him to be? I wonder what a conversation would be like with him. Hmmm oh well no use contemplating the useless hm? Well anyway I've rambeled more than enough I have to grammar check the Term Paper and Okay Kawaii's murder story. Night People Later
Well right now I'm printing out somethings for 3rd block and I still need to rewrite my term paper and print it and well my bro has this school thing and as much as I hate such functions I go because well in the abscence of a father I kind of take that role you know the person other than Mom that's there. Enough excuses for now.
How was today spent you may ask, well let's ponder the bus ride was fun as always, the classes sucked,NO WAIT we had an assembly! Good God whoever planned that one was an idiot we were so raowdy it was great.
The Russian and I had another encounter very amusing. Let me give some exposition. Well The Russian is a tall boy about 6'1'' or 6'2'' tan skin not very though very close to my own carmel skin tone and also dark hair. Not built rather scrawny and akward but the potential is there. The whole of ther persona got my attention (because I have an simplistic attraction to men in the height range of 5'10'' to about 6'3'' me being 5'8'' I like taller guys) but it's more the expression that he always has on his face that catches my attention.Not a thought of thoughtless zombie like inward thinking like the rest of the populous (including myself) so bored with life's mundane routines that they perform them automatically, but more outward to the world. As if in a scattered paranoia kind of way like taking in everything around him before becoming calm or at least appearing so in his enviroment (very much like Heero Yuy actually). I like that it gives him a certain mystery about him...but then again I view life with Romantic Eyes where everything has hidden meaning a depth...I'm a hopeless romantic someone save me from myself.
My first encounters where you know those ones in the hallway the oh he's nice looking kind. Then I was called to the counseler's office one afternoon over my schedual for next year and he was there. Well there was no where to sit so I proped in the doorway practically right in front of him. We caught each other staring more than once, but we both had faces of indifference. Then the next day I was sitting in class half asleep and he walked by the door and looked at me (a look of recognicion) I thought little if anything of it. Then on his way back he stared in again this was...I don't know a different look. Then Today at the Assembly Of Agst I had situated myself with friends and there was an epmty seat at the end of the row. Well I looked up and saw him kind of scan the room I assume looking for a friend with this distressed look on his face. Then he locked eyes with mine and kind of looked at the seat at the end of the row and I nodded and he sat. We continued to stare and then he looked foward as if focusing on what was happening on stage. Then later same day I almost tripped over him at his locker. (How does such a tall boy get a bottom locker?) As he opened his locker I noticed two things 1)either he had a really bad memory or his locker jammed horribly or it was one of few times he'd used his locker because he was fighting to open it. 2) either he's the neatest man ever or he never uses the thing because it was completely empty inside.
Perhaps Lady Fate is tired of me living in such a lonely state and has thrown this not fully developed creature in front of me because she knows I see the maybes and not the what ares. Then Kawaii started bothering me about it. She said she's never seen me interested in anyone and it was strange. I asked her what she menat and she said she couldn't explain it she said that it took a lot to get my attention and thus it was interesting. I mean there's just a few scatter brained encounters nothing major I mean I'm not interested he's just got my attention in a wondering sort of way. Like is this guy as deep as I perseve him to be? I wonder what a conversation would be like with him. Hmmm oh well no use contemplating the useless hm? Well anyway I've rambeled more than enough I have to grammar check the Term Paper and Okay Kawaii's murder story. Night People Later
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